4.10.14

  The Power to Choose – Reflection and Response:   What does success look like for you? A bright blue sky Spring/Summer kinda day where gentle breezes rustle through my hair as I sit leaning against a tree on green soft grass writing/exploring/connecting; creating space for others to become more deeply empowered and connected to

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3.26.14

A Few of My Favorite Things about today: Waking up to a sweet kiss goodbye when D left for work Visiting briefly w/ a new friend while at work My first Epsom salt bath NOT taking the crabbiness of a 14yr old I love personally Taco Salad for dinner two nights in a row  

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3.25.14

I cleared out one of the long forgotten flower beds here this past weekend; planted four Columbine plants and seeds (Foxglove, Zinnia’s & an Asylum type white flower) and some vines I cut off the rose bush already there. Could be lovely in a few months. Hoping it is… Was good to get my hands

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3.21.14

I’m growing more and more fascinating, charmed almost, by the duality of my existence. My calmly chaotic mixture of pain and happiness. How do they co-exist like this? I find it odd as fuck. Surreal. I doubt my pain, my anxiety, the pull of stepping into the next realm *before my time. …and… I doubt

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3.20.14

Today’s adventure in Healing doesn’t seem to always happen comes from www.HelpGuide.org: “Signs and symptoms of a panic attack Panic attacks often strike when you’re away from home, but they can happen anywhere and at any time. You may have one while you’re in a store shopping, walking down the street, driving in your car,

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3.19.14

I am two people. Perhaps this is what it’s like for every splintered soul? Perhaps it’s ok and, instead of seeking to fix and restore myself to wholeness, I can embrace this fractured me that is here and now. Embrace her. Love her. … Accept her as a wholly amazing, beautiful, strong, broken, brave and

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3.18.14

Man yesterday was hard. fuck. I saw him. Not in real life but in the supposed safety of my own home my haunted chaos tossed his face up in front of my minds eye completely unexpectedly. It was shocking. I began to panic, breath too shallow. Rapidly losing touch with where I was and what

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3.17.14

What if. What if. If only. What if I have been brave enough, strong enough to stay in my grieving process; to see it through instead of letting a man that I know could never amount to anything or even remotely come close to replacing the love I thought was lost forever be my ‘distraction’….

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3.16.14

Today, the moon being full and my soul calling out to reconnect with traditions I know to serve a deeper purpose and that will only help me continue to Trust that Healing Happens… today I will begin a period of rebuilding…     charms. talismans. amulets.   They’ll be wound around small stones and consecrated

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3.15.14

“Without doubt, they do not reason, but they obey the secret impulse of the eternal Reason, in whom and through whom all live.” Jean Henri Fabri (1823-1915) It sings to my soul, quickly and in a deep reassuring voice. Thank you. At the store seeing pepper spray… thinking that will help me feel safe Instead

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